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1.
on tv 07:37
what are you gonna do when the whole world rips right in two and tears you anew and you are born right out of all that old glue that was holding you together i dont think you need to focus so much on the wether(or not) it will change all the time it doesnt find any line you don't need to mind those streaks that you see in the sky every day man it will take us all away if we play and if i had a choice man if i really even had a voice i would say whatever was making me feel that way and it doesnt have to ever be a new modern tragedy something for them to watch on tv anything that they thought they could be if they would just buy a soul man i tell you its getting so old hearing the same kind of bullshit i think i call it quits on this quits on you and quits on me what really is there more to someones destiny as you're fighting for what you thought was eternity i don't want to be afraid of every brand new day it doesn't have to be this way if we would just let go and say whatever we thought was coming our way man i tell you i have lost my way again but it doesnt have to be another modern tragedy that they can watch on tv and pretend that this is something they don't see beyond all those millions of people we lose every moment every year every instant that you are prepackaged and sold man i tell you its getting old so i think id rather be something they have never seen on tv and if i had to be any other reality then let it be let it fall and tear apart what i thought was really me from the beginning it doesn't have to be such an ending and if i really knew what they did to me and what they did to you i think that i would come unglued you don't have to be like every falling leaf that you see it can could be anything that you wanted ever felt like you did believe man don't take it from me you've got your own magic up your sleeve it doesn't have to be something they will buy and sell as they perpetuate their own hell and i don't wanna be what they have come to know i would rather just get to let go i don't wanna feel like anything i even see could ever be real. its all based on how you feel so don't let them make their seal where your soul should be man don't take it from me don't take anything
2.
loose ends 04:50
and all of these unfettered strings what do they tie together what do they bring all at once all together we sing all of these loose ends why do we try to hide why do we pretend i don't want to know anything less than what we were trying to let go i dont wanna be what they thought they would see when they turned right around looked at me id rather know if anything or anyone even has a soul and i would rather be feeling every little thing as i rip from my earthly tethers and i feel that spacial weather i don't mind all of those loose ends in my mind i would rather leave behind all of those ghosts towns i don't mind and who are you underneath what does it really rise up to see i don't know if anything or anyone even wants a soul i think i would rather know every loose end that i have soaked in kerosene and let go. i don't know why anyone or anything would want to know.
3.
GAPS 06:29
so if you're walking on hallowed ground would you turn around and tell us all what you've found i don't know if we'll ever be what we thought we would be before they tried to sell it back to you and me and how can anyone really know what they're going to be when it's all fading so you tell me that it's all a mystery but it doesn't have to be that they buy and sell from you to me i don't really feel like anything i see is even real it's all based on history and the way that i feel i don't really know what we left hidden deep beneath that seal but man i tell you i don't want to be real how can anyone really know what they left behind man i tell you i'm just spending my whole life just going blind and why does it have to be something we find can it be stuck on rewind or is it a product stuck on a shelf man i don't really believe in myself i've just got all these pictures and versions of hell they take what they need and they give it back and they sell the best ideas to you and me and we're all looking back at gaps in history so if you're walking on hallowed ground would you turn around and show us what you have found so i tell you everything i believe is based on what i thought i would need at the end of history and i don't really think that anything i even see or feel is something that could have ever been so real i don't wanna have to sit on that seal of what we thought we would do before they tried to sell it back to me and back to you
4.
oh plastic screen won't you reveal to me all those lost and mysterious kind of things oh plastic screen won't you reveal to me what i really need oh man what do you want of me oh plastic screen will you become my dream i don't want to see what they want of me i'd rather be anything i could be oh plastic screen what do you want from me i don't want to believe i would rather be so alone and living in my own plastic screen what do you want from me i don't want to be what you thought you did want to see i would rather just get to fade into that plastic screen that technicolor dream what does it really mean i don't know a thing that comes from me oh i don't know i don't really mind where i'm gonna really go ohoh plastic screen won't you reveal to me all of those technicolor dreams that you have been whispering to me oh i don't really want to feel anything that comes from a movie just let it be something that really moves me ohohoh plastic screen won't you reveal to me all those technicolor dreams that you have been keeping from me i don't want to really see what they thought they would get from me when they were really finding out what they thought they really did ever get to see when they were trying to believe in anything other than this screen man i tell you i just want to scream i don't know.
5.
and this fret board it can be ignored but i don't do it for you i do it for what's left of my brain man i'm trying to explain man that anything can be so why don't you just wait and see and if i could be anything that i wanted to believe i think i would find some kind of harmony and i don't want to be another version of what they thought they did see i just want to finally believe in anything greater than me because so far man has shown me i cannot rely on their plans i would rather just make my own demands with the greater good in everyone's hands and if that paints a target on my back don't let me be the one they remember i wasn't so clever it wasn't great whether but i found what i found and man i tell you i put it all together i don't really need this spacial whether just let me disintegrate into some kind of suede or leather just texture i don't really need this lecture i just want to believe in anything that could become of this human race i don't want to see what it could really finally get to be may they be exactly who they need what they were waiting to get to see a finally destiny away from what they had in mind i don't want to end up blind i just want to be someone kind that could rearrange all those monsters in your mind and bring them all to light man i don't wanna be so full of fright i'd rather just be gettin on into the deep and dark beyond
6.
evanesce 04:52
and they own that land they own that piece of flat land man you can't walk there what is your plan really about are you trying to seek out all of that clout man i tell you i just want out and who are we beneath everything that we thought we did see man the mystery is not me it's so much more what is waiting what we have hidden in store man i tell you we just sit around and wait for more and how do you justify all of those shitty things that you do man i'm lookin right at you tell me what you think you thought i should be around to do man the mystery is not you what do they get to see what do they really get to be man i tell you i feel so god damn weak this whole world is drowning me and i don't think i can see beyond this abyss man i tell you i'm sick of all this i don't really wanna know is there something hidden down below
7.
clouds 04:20
i don't know what to be when the whole world is looking right at me but i'll see exactly what i was meant to be beyond all of this doubt and this grief and all of these clouds that are strangling you and me i don't what to be when this whole world turns to look at me will they finally see what they thought they were going to believe when they were half as old as me i don't know man we'll write new history it's not me but you it's not them but me that we find running in circles underneath of every little thing that we were going to be and what's left for you and what's left for me i don't know man we will get to see what we believe this whole world is too much for you it's too much for me and i don't want to believe in what has been circling up inside my head man i tell you i would rather just go to bed for the rest of my days i don't want to feel this way
8.
what do you want to know who where do you want to go the world moves so fast man moves so fast moves so moves so goddamn slow oh oh oh oh and i wanna know what makes what makes a human grow believe all the little things that i need oh man i know everything has to go and be something new everything gets destroyed just to turn into something that can be used by a mortal like me and a mortal a mortal like you i don't want to be the topic on everyone's everyone's sleeve i'd rather have my heart fall out what i need to believe all the little things that i need man don't let me be just another another another modern tragedy i don't know what illusions they have thrown will they go further and further away from what we know i believe in anything that i see but man you tell me it's all in what you really thought you would need it's make believe we're all wandering through the woods just trying to see trying to make sense of what they did to you and what they did to me i don't know i would rather just be left so far down below of what we know the illusions that they throw and this whole world has a sense of presence past tense you tell me man what does it mean does it mean a thing to you or a thing to me
9.
who do you want to see when it all falls down on you and me i don't want to have to spend my whole life retelling that dream just let it all be let it all find a way out on it's own if it can command waves let it be known who are you and me who am i to sit on that throne just let it all be who are we to be known i don't wanna see a world doing anything but playing make believe so while we all are are waiting so who are you to be anything so profound who are you to play make believe when it all burns down i don't wanna be anything that they could try to toss around i would rather spend my days just trying to find all the ways i could fuck around and try to see what could be found underground and all those names that are left to be found man i don't know what we have buried so far underground that we forgot who we are but i tell you man human beings have only made it so far and if we get around if we come around if we try to make it bend and break to anything that we could ever will to be found no i don't think it would be underground
10.
and who's to say that anyone or anything will be okay i would rather rather see the truth as it was staring right at me and you and who are we does anyone say everything and everyone will be okay on this rock that has known so much decay it's easy to forget that she's alive everyday and i don't know anything or anyone that has a soul and who are you and what are we oh man i'm askin you does it all grow like a tree or is it unfettered total chaos i tell you man i think i would rather just jump than sit down and find out for myself i'd rather known if any living being even has a soul what will you do when the whole world is looking right at you will you spit right in two and be someone brand new and who are you who are you gonna be when it's all coming down on me the whole world is turning around and right at me they see and why am i why am i all that much and these days i just feel like i am losing touch i don't i don't want to be what this whole world is trying to sell back to me i would rather be looking through all the debri it doesn't really have to always turn out to be a modern tragedy
11.
truth 08:35
i don't really feel like anything i see is even real it's all a mystery to me i would rather get to know anything or anyone that's stuck down below everything that we thought we didn't know i would rather see the truth even when it's looking away from me and staring right down at you and i really feel like this all dissolves into something we thought we never knew so you ask me do i wonder why we look at the sky and we are left here to die by some unforgiving god wanting to find peace in all these tragedies that were created that were instigated from everything below that we didn't think that we would ever know man i tell you i'm afraid to go back into that deep and wild and terrifying fragile unkown can you tell me everything i've ever known should it be thrown right out that window i would rather see the truth when it's looking right at me and it refuses to look right back at you

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a culmination of tragedies & triumphs
our relation to self and our relation to others
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released December 1, 2020

all music written, performed, & minimally mixed
by Christopher Moor

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harsh lambasting from a dumpster dived soap box

stare the wholly other into the eyes with tears in yours. know you are afraid, & be there still.

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